The Best Laid Plans.

At one point in this momhood journey, I was the mother who was always on top of everything. In control of everything and aware of everything. Everything. Then everything fell apart. My husband started traveling for work. My sons started acting out. I was completely isolated and exhausted and I felt like I was taken for granted. The existence that I thought was my life was completely gone. When I discovered that I was expecting my daughter, I had a renewed resolve to rebuild what I felt was lost. I heard about a book today, She's Gonna Blow, that reminded me of all of that chaos. We've come a long way, but we still have some to go.